Staying Fit (daw)

We usually spend most of our free time going jogging every afternoon. Mga twice a month ahaha! Sige, thrice na :"> We go jogging everytime na wala kaming magawa, masabi lang na "productive" ang araw, after naman nun lalamon sa Mcdo. Haha! 

Fav jogging place is Heavenly Peace, yeah, peace talaga pag nandun, medyo may pawisan na nangyari lang sa car (init eh) HAHA! but my fav was when we went jogging in his friend's house and with Charlie baby! I was super happy that time, dream namin mag jogging with Charlie eh, kaso natupad nung wala nang K&M :( atleast natupad! One of the most memorable ytun! Super cute ni Charlie, nagjojogging din siya laughtrip kasi dinadala niya tali niya ayaw magpahawak haha!

After jogging, we spend time muna sa car, papahangin lang saglit kwentuhan. Ang saya lang stress free din! First time to jog with my love love <3 

Ang baboy ko! tapos ikaw kamukha mo jan si Z. Haha! Kawawa pa shoes ko jan :(

Jogging with Paul & Errold. Ang saya lang kahit iniiwan mo ko love love :(

Kahit wala namang nangyari sa jogging natin, i didn't even get thin, atleast, another memory yun. And i'm happy to spend it with you, my love. lalong mas happy with Charlie kasi may comedy hahaha! Hoping to have more jogging moments with my love! 

REMINISCING

I miss everything about us.. what happened to us? K&M didn't make their way until the end :(  but i hope that God will still give us a chance. I hope this is just a one big time challenge. Sabi nga nila diba, pag 2 years, laging may break up. Sana ganito lang din samin :(

In the past 23 months, we had lots of memories built together. Outings, hang outs, swimming, sleepovers. Our favorite hang out place is Starbucks located in Evia and now, Coffee Bean in All Home. We love coffee shops and milk tea places :) <3 We usually spend most of our time chilling in a coffee shop and surfing the net (walang usap usap) ayun, masaya na kami sa ganun. Stress free diba? Sometimes, inaabot pa kami ng 1am sa Starbucks kahit puro water na lang kami. I remember one time, Kenji ordered a hot drink then after that, frappe nanaman haha sobrang ewan lang. Hayy, nakakamiss :( 

We're so cute!! Feeling nasa Baguio lang hehe :) 

Ito oh, ang pogi pogi ng love love ko! Kinis ohh naks! Haha!  *gigil*

I also miss our late night calls. 'Dun talaga kami consistent. We never missed a day without talking to each othere before going to sleep tipong magpapaload pa ng midnight para lang makausap ang love love :"> Well, sometimes we don't talk because one of us is tired na and so sleepy but that's once in a blue moon hehe. (oo alam kong jeje sayo ang "hehe") I alays get pissed whenever nagaantay ako kay Kenji kasi ang tagal tagal maghilamos daig pa babae kung magpa beauty! Ayun, and morning calls din pala. "Good morning, Kenji love!" 

BREAKFAST WITH KENJI LOVE!! Ahhhh, i so missed this! We love having brekafast before we go to school. Kahit late na, basta makapag Mcdo <3 Remember the 3 pcs pancake with hashbrown and sausage? UMAAAAAY! HAHAHA! Mcdominic is our first fav place eh. Lagi din akong may Iced Mocha everyday <3

My boyfriend is a KPOP! EW! Hahaha Alam ko you'll be going to Bulacan that time eh. </3 

Stop na muna. Next blog na yung iba kasi baka maiyak nanaman ako haha! I've got lot of stories to tell pa. <3 <3 <3 I LOVE YOU KENJI!!! <3

KENJI LOVE LOVE <3

Miserable at It's Finest

The last months of this year is very heart breaking, I never thought I would feel this kind of depression. I am not used to this and I hate this happening with the person i love the most. Everything was fine and smooth until someone made a very bad mistake, and that was me. Yes, it's me and I'm the one who blame with all these mixed emotions that I'm feeling.

Starting September, everything with me and Kenji started breaking. I cannot fathom why everything went wrong to us. We were so happy back then, everything was perfect until I started feeling "tampo" everytime and i don't know if it's right or wrong. I don't know i just miss being with my love every single day. We were so busy. I'm at work, he's at school. After my work, i go home and after his school, he'll hang out with friends. We never had our time alone and I guess that was the reason I felt so alone and sad. I am so weak. I should've let myself feel that kind of toxication. I was just really down ewan ko ba sobrang lungkot ko lang talaga 'nun miss ko lang siya eh. Ang tanga ko ayan nawala si Kenji :(

Then, another man came in the middle of the situation, and we became friends and I was confident that we will just be friends and nothing more than that. Unfortunately, we started talking everyday and what I thought is "Ay, ang saya parang may kuya na ako sa office pwede masbaihan ng problem pareho pa sila ni Kenji ng profession" but it was another way around. I don't know what happened to my stupid heart why I felt attached to this person as well as him. I tried not talking to him sabi ko pa nga "Love ko si kenji ayoko ayoko" but when I noticed that we were fighting frequently, I was really hurt. I was hurt and I've got no one to talk to except that guy. That's when the heart breaking happenings started. When we started talking and he started loving me and I also felt a little bit of that. </3 Hay, sobrang sisi.


I don't want to write more about this. All i know is that, I miss Kenji. I miss him so much and I am very very sorry because I was not strong enough to fight for our relationship. (naiiyak ako) I want everything to be back but I don;t want to go back if it's not whole-heartedly and if there's still someone in my heart also.

 I love you, Kenji. I love you so much. I know you don't believe that anymore but please believe me when I say that you're my life, my other half. I want everything that's happening to me, i want it to be with you and only you. I know this is not our year, I hope we'll still have a chance to be together again, not now, but maybe soon! I understand if you will be in love with someone else and I admit that i will be very hurt and jealous. Wala e, tanga ko eh hinayaan ko sarili ko magkagusto sa iba.

Hayy, i'll be writing everything here. If this is the only way to talk to kenji, i will. I will update everything and express my love to him :) 

I LOVE YOU KENJI! I MISS YOU! <3 

KENJI LOVE LOVE <3 

I Know I'm Flawed, But I'm Trying To Be Better For You

Would it be too much of me to ask for you to stay?

I know it gets rough sometimes; I’ve accepted the fact that I’m not always the most lovable person. I have moments in which I get too unreasonable, too childish. I’ve been with you long enough to know what ticks you off and I’m sorry if I hold this knowledge against you.

I’m aware that you could list down all my faults and flaws in a single breath if someone asked you to. Sometimes, i think that you could even see them better than I could.

Now I’m not trying to put myself in bad light here, just hear me out on this one, okay?

You told me once that I am selfish beyond reason. I think about myself first, narcissistic enough to believe that I am always right. And how many times have I been a brat to you? Making you do things you don’t want to do. Even my impatience brings all sorts of drama — making us fight over such trivial things over and over again. All these are wrong and I’m wrong — please don’t ever tire.

You and I both know that there are thousands more, but if I count all these errors of mine, I might actually persuade you to just walk out the door and never glance back. But in all honesty, I’m trying my best every day to make you do otherwise.

See, I understand that there’s not much I can offer. That out of a hundred, I’m probably the worst option to choose. But I want you to grasp the thought that when I look at you, I see all the good things. Can you comprehend how hard it is to love something greater than yourself?

The best thing that I could ever give to you is a promise to try to be a better version of myself — always hoping that that would be enough.

And so, with all these nonsensical words, I would like to ask you again, would it be too much of me to ask you to stay? But no, not just for today or for the year but for this lifetime and all the other reincarnations to come.

It is a dream of mine to always wake up next to you.

Cc: Ann Milan, Thought Catalog

Mi Amor 016

I thought I’d be a little different by greeting him on my blog instead of the usual Facebook wall post. 

Before the year ends, I just want to share what happened during the last days of the year. The very special moment of the year started this December 16th. My daily routine in life kinda changed when I met this guy. A half Japanese guy who made my "bitter" thoughts about loving someone and to be loved back disappear. Of all the boys who entered my life, I am very sure that he is the ONLY one who made me feel this special. Realtalk. If only I could erase the memories that I had with those dumbass guys and start everything with him and If only I knew him earlier, I think we are still together until now :""> (cheezy) 

No words can't explain how lucky I am to have him. Even if i'm not that "sweet girlfriend" type, he still continues to love me even more and I feel so guilty sometimes :( The effort that his doing is very very.... uhmm I can't explain It just makes me feel happy and super special. The bondings that we had and WE WILL have will always be memorable to me. I really appreciate all those efforts (kahit 'di halata)

I am very thankful for everything. It's hard to put feelings into words but I hope you know I love you and think about you everyday. You do something to me that no one ever has, you've loved me for me. 

Sorry I wasn't there to celebrate New Year with you :( See you on the 2nd! (hoepfully) Happy New Year! I love you so much <3 <3 <3 Hoping to spend more years with you :))) 

OPM Night

This week was a very busy week for us MassComm students since it's our school's 10th founding anniversary and we were in charge to be the production team of 2 major events that were held.

On Tuesday, the school had a variety show in which all students have the opportunity to expose their talents. The show was managed by our production team. The show was entitled "Epic 10 OPM Night" featuring the OPM songs from our local singers/bands.

Luckily, I had the chance to be part of the team (technical team) and also a performer of the event. I was one of the singers of the show. It was my first time to perform on stage since my college life started. Last time I sang was when I was in high school during a singing contest and both had the same theme, OPM (Original Pinoy Music). I ranked 3rd place that time. :)

I was one of the singer of the Sessionistas and we were assigned to sing some of the OPM songs. I was with Elaine, Dave, Gianette, Sarah, Charles, Lester, Elyx and Allen our lead guitarist.

Here's the video of my performance. Sorry for the low video quality.

Torete by Moonstar 88

Ewan by Imago

The Sessionistas!

All in all, the show was a success and everyone was so happy especially the production team. All efforts were worth it. 

Jollibee's Cheesy Bacon Mushroom Burger

As I've promised in my last post, I'm going to taste those cravings that I've been wanted to eat and one of them was out of my list anymore. Tonight, I just ate the best burger I've ever eaten in my whole life! Mom and I decided to have dinner at Jollibee since there's no food at home so I think this is the chance for me to grab my wish.

and finally....

Jollibee's Cheesy Bacon Mushroom Burger is their new burger product.This mouth-watering burger is made up of a 1/3 pound 100% pure beef patty with melting cheese, bacon strips and mushrooms. 

It costs 129 pesos and 169 pesos with fries and drinks. 

Sorry for my wasted look but I just have to post this as a proof. Haha!

This is actually my new favorite burger from Jollibee after the Amazing Aloha. I must say that this is better than the previous one even they have the same kind of beef patty but, who wouldn't ignore bacon and cheese, right? So if I were you, don't waste your opportunity to have this overwhelming kind of experience. Surely it will make you want more. 

By the way, if you're a big fan of Thor, just add 95 pesos, I think so you could get a Thor Hammer Mjolnir USB! 

CRAVINGS!

Lately, I've been drooling on some sweet and delicious foods that I see on the internet. My friends know me as a very "matakaw" person and that I can't deny. Haha! I love to eat every time, anywhere in any place. I'm not a picky person when it comes to food. Unlike other people, I really am a vegetable lover and it is a good fact for me since it is a healthy food. I could eat veggies in my whole life but meat will always be part of my life, I guess. I prefer vegetables from fruits but I also eat fruits sometimes.

I also love sweets! Everybody does, right? Chocolates, cakes, ice crams, doughnuts and other sweet recipes that will satisfy our sweet tooth is heaven to us. But, never forget to control on eating those because too much is not healthy to us.

So, in the past few days, here are some of the food that I'm am dying to eat for! Ugh!

Jollibee Cheesy Bacon Mushroom Burger

The all new Cheesy Bacon Mushroom Burger is the newest product of Jollibee. Been tempting to eat this! Soon, you'll be in my tummy!

Cronuts 

Half croissant, half doughnut. Must try this!

Bronuts

Leveled up Cronuts. This is a 2-layered doughnut and can be bought at Powerplant Mall, Rockwell. 

These are just some of the latest food trends over the internet and seriously my mouth drops seeing those glorious yummy food. Soon, I'm gonna have a taste of them all and I'll keep you guys updated about it. 

P.S: Pictures are from the internet not mine

Hello, 2nd Semester!

After almost a month, sem break's over and school is now approaching. It hurts especially that I'm not yet enrolled. Haha! New semester, new professors and new f*cked up schedule. Hello, 2nd semester! 

Seems like I'm gonna wear this uniform again. Well, I kinda miss it though. I love our school's uniform because of its uniqueness and I feel like I'm already a flight attendant on my attire. Yay! 

Isn't it nice? This will be my outfit for the next days.

Last 2 semesters and I'm free! Woo can't wait for graduation! 

To bangs or not?

Hey guys! Lately, I've been thinking to have a new hairstyle because I'm seriously pissed off with my hair. Every year, I've been going to the parlor to get my hair rebonded and this year I have not done it yet so I get my hair pony tailed all the time and I hate it.

Hopefully, before the new semester starts, I'll have a new look and this time and I'm thinking of getting bangs aside from  rebonding my hair. I tried to test it with a bang wig (?) and this is what it looks like. Hmm what'ya think? I need opinions!

Having full bangs is a risk. Once I have it, there is no turning back, I know. So, it's hard to make a decision. I just want to try it, I just have to make sure that i'll not regret it. Haha! If not full, maybe one side. Hmm. Hmmm.......

Boracay of the North

 I'm going to share my fun experience at Bolinao, Pangasinan together with my classmates and Intro. to Film Professor, Sir Oblena. This was I guess 2 months ago where we had to shoot for our film in our Intro. to film. As Junior Communication students, this was our first ever out-of-school trip. Goodness gracious thanks to our very cool professor who organized this tour.

It was my first time to experience the wonderful place of Bolinao. We stayed at a house that's why we feel like we're really at home and the ambiance was very pleasant since there's a beach at the back of the house. Time to unwind!!! But that is not the beach where we had fun because we still had to take a 30 min. ride to make it to the very beautiful beach. Fine white sand, blue water. Woo paradise! 

Blast from the Past

I know it's too late but it's better to be late than never. This was last year's photo shoot in our Art Appreciation class. This is for our film and we had to to make a poster for it. But the poster was not successful so it came out to be just a photo shoot. Hahaha! This was my OOTD.

P.S: This is my first OOTD post. I'll try to post more in the next days! 

Btw, my role in our film was the best friend of the protagonist. I think my character fits me though. :) 

Love for Dogs

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Almost all of my friends know that I’m a dog lover.Yes, I really love dogs and seeing them makes me feel happy. They are the best stress reliever to many people that is why having no dog at home feels so lonely and depressing sometimes if you're alone. My addiction to them gave me the inspiration to be a veterinarian someday when I was a kid. It also gave me an idea to put up a "doggie" business and mom approved on it. (hope this will push through)

I love watching dog tales and reading books about dogs. I remember the time when I watched the movie Hachico. At the end of the movie, tears can't stop from falling and even before I sleep, I can’t stop thinking about Hachi and it took me days before I recover. It is more depressing to see a dog die in a movie rather than a human. Agree?

 I had 12 dogs in the past but sad to say they died already. Now, I have a new dog, a Japanese Spitz. Sometimes, as much as I love to have dogs at home, thinking that someday they will die and leave, it makes me think not to have one because I don't like the feeling of losing a dog after you get so attached with it. It sucks and seriously depressing. But, at the end, I just can't resist my temptation. 

Here are some random dog pictures:

BORACAY 2012

Part of my dream is to have a vacation on a paradise and this dream actually cam true last year. It was sembreak and each day of it was not wasted (unlike this year's sembreak) because my friends an I went to one of the best beaches in the country, Boracay! Yay!! It was my first time going there and the exciting part is that I'm with my friends!!! I remember that time was a rainy season but even the weather didn't stop us from our adventure. Thanks to Angelyn's parents who organized and inviting us to this trip :)

Before going to Boracay, we have to stay overnight at Aklan. Since it is Angelyn's hometown, they had a house there where we are very welcomed. First night was great. We had a drinking session together with some of the friends of Gelli's brother and Sir Rico, one of our coolest teacher in high school who came with us also. There were also 'chikahan' moments with the girls in the room. In our group, only one boy was with us, Lester. Yeah, he's one of the girls haha! 

The next day, we woke up early I think because of excitement even some were drunk the last night. Everyone was busy packing and preparing their things for Boracay. I thought the trip going there will be short but it took as atleast 2 hours to get there. We rent a jeep and surprisingly, almost 20 of us fit in one jeep!! And rode a boat and tricycle to get to the beach. We stayed at an apartelle and hurriedly went to our room and unpack things and went straight to the beach. 

Here are some photos of our Boracay trip:

SemBORING

Sembreak! This is what I've been waiting for and I thought I'll be enjoying it but actually the reality is I'll be staying at home all day watching movies, surfing the net and playing with my new dog, Mcdo.  Yeah, I have a new Japanese Spitz dog and I got it from my friend. Somehow, he lessens my boredom here at home and I'm happy with that. Mcdo is so clingy that he always follows me and he doesn't even get close to anyone in the house. It's like I have a new baby who's always looking for her mom when she's not around. Jeez.

Look at him, he's soooo cuteeee!!! 

Death by FINALS

This is the last week of school and the most stressful part of every semester. Ugh FINALS! It was supposed to be our last day today and unfortunately, classes are suspended because of the non stop rain. It's new that I wish there's school today 'cause I only have one exam left and because of the suspension, I might take it next week *sigh*

Right now, I'm no yet feeling the sembreak. I still have to work on my 3 page magazine for our Writing for Print and it serves as our final exam. *sigh again* I don't even know where to do my magazine f*ck. As much as I love my topic which is dogs, still, I have no idea where to start.  Monday is the and I haven't started on it and we'll be watching a stage play tomorrow. KILL ME NOW.

Today, I've spent my day on bed with my laptop and locked myself in the room. I just realized that i'm doing great at procrastinating.

I just want to end this semester right away!!!! 

Worth the wait

Today, I got home with no one else at home then I remembered mom said this morning that she'll be going home late since they have a field trip. I went home at around 7pm and mom arrived home at around 11pm.

I was so hungry and I'm so happy that mom gave me pasalubongs!!! This is why I love pasalubongs...and my mom of course <3 <3 3 It is really worth the wait! Cheat days are coming! Yay! Thanks, mom! You're the best!

First on the list: TWIX!!!

Starbucks is not for me

I tried to apply online on Starbucks thinking that I might get the job. Last night, someone texted me that she is inviting me for an initial interview at 2:30pm and the message was sent to me 12:37 AM! What the hell?! I replied if I could reschedule my interview but I changed my mind when I woke up in the morning and decided to grab the chance.

Hell Week!

Last two weeks of the semester and this is the hatest part in every semester. F**cking requirements, final papers, presentations, activities and the worst part, clearance. I'm still 50-50 at the registrar's office grrrrr! 2 weeks feels like a month. Oh and I forgot the expenses that we'll be needing to acquire those stuffs and I think clearance is not the worst part, money is.

School is never ending. Going home after class is my favorite part of the day but school stuffs is still awaiting at home and it's killing me. What the hell?! Non-stop reflection and research papers. Oh God FML! I don't even know why our prof loves to have a documentary film to watch in the class then reflection paper after. I mean, he does that all the time and it kinda sucks? Haha joke.

So as of now, everyone's busy for Monday's photo exhibit and for our Greece production in World Literature. Oh, stress! I just hope that everything will be a success. All our efforts may be worth it in the end.

FAST FORWARD TO SEMBREAK PLEASE!!!

Never Will I Forget - Urbandub

I still remember.

Check this out guys. One of the best songs in Urbandub's newest album Esoteric! Hope you enjoy! :) Gonna prepare for school now. Ciao!