Hell Week!

Last two weeks of the semester and this is the hatest part in every semester. F**cking requirements, final papers, presentations, activities and the worst part, clearance. I'm still 50-50 at the registrar's office grrrrr! 2 weeks feels like a month. Oh and I forgot the expenses that we'll be needing to acquire those stuffs and I think clearance is not the worst part, money is.

School is never ending. Going home after class is my favorite part of the day but school stuffs is still awaiting at home and it's killing me. What the hell?! Non-stop reflection and research papers. Oh God FML! I don't even know why our prof loves to have a documentary film to watch in the class then reflection paper after. I mean, he does that all the time and it kinda sucks? Haha joke.

So as of now, everyone's busy for Monday's photo exhibit and for our Greece production in World Literature. Oh, stress! I just hope that everything will be a success. All our efforts may be worth it in the end.

FAST FORWARD TO SEMBREAK PLEASE!!!

Never Will I Forget - Urbandub

I still remember.

Check this out guys. One of the best songs in Urbandub's newest album Esoteric! Hope you enjoy! :) Gonna prepare for school now. Ciao!

Perks of Sleeping All Day

It's almost 2am and I feel like it's just 8pm on the clock. I've been stuck at home all day and mom's using the laptop the whole afternoon so I'm just at my room lying on bed, thinking of whatever random thoughts that pop into my mind that made me sleep all day.

This day is so fucked up. Not just this day, I mean everyday when i'm in this house living with a dumb ass person trying to ruin my life (I think it's ruined already). Argh! I don't know how I've been with that freak since I was a kid. I was (or still) never happy in my own home. I feel like I'm going back to jail whenever I'm going home. I'm trapped and I want to get out in this kind of life.

I just can't wait for the future to come where I'll have a job and earn money and buy my own house and do whatever I want without no one interrupting my decisions and who I want to be with.

I am coming to the point where I feel devastated because of what is happening. I want to have a happy and simple life and that means living with just my mom and not with that bitch.

WEEKEND!

Yes, I'm back to blogging! I guess my Awkward series marathon made me go back to blogging. I also felt that I have no one to talk to and confess my feelings with that is why I decided to write again since me and my laptop plus the internet are best friends.

I spent my weekend with my friends from high school and nothing can't stop us from having fun even the non stop rain and strong wind blowing us. We had a party at a friend's debut and everyone was there! I was also going to sing but I didn't. My nervousness ate me ughh! After the party, I slept at my Johanna's house with Dayan and as much as I wanted to lie down and sleep, went we went home, alcohol stopped us from our craving for rest. (as usual)

I woke up at 12:30 pm and I missed Sunday morning (ugh i missed those kind of long sleep). We spent the day watching Awkward series and for the first time in 6 months, I attended mass! Funny 'cause we went to the church where the wake of ex's mother happened and boom! Memories went back. Forget it.

 The rain gets harder and harder and I think this is one of the reasons why I feel like sleeping today. I'm gonna have a good sleep tonight!